Well fortunately they are almost over, and I made it through again . . . I really think that they are meant for families and children most especially. I am very blessed to have dear clients, now friends that include me in their Christmas Eve. <
Christmas Day I spent in front of the TV watching movies, I haven’t done that in about 15 years! I felt completely worthless, but it seemed necessary. A handful of touching movies rented on video, and I am not generally the emotional type, but guess it was the mood, tears flowed. There is still something profoundly sad and lonesome about these holidays without my family of my own. Yes, I am glad to miss the disfunction! I do hear many stories, but it seems like not much more than an ordinary day with a lot of decorations mind you, for it is people that make it special, not stuff and presents.